Health consciousness

So I was wondering, is it necessarily bad that I count every calorie down to the last bit? For example, just a few hours ago I art a hoagie (bologna, salami, lettuce, tomato, mayonnaise, onions and peppers), I was literally counting every calorie it could of had in it, which kinda psyched me down to not eating all of it. But that's not the point, my point is, is it bad to count your calories to every meal?

Happy Thanksgiving

Hello world, just making a quick update post. I'm due to the doctors soon, kinda been hesitant about goign because i really dont want to. I am just scared about what they will say, and that i might get that same doctor that keeps categorizing me as obese and he's gonna make them give me surgery or something. Besides that, hope everyones having a kick butt thanksgiving cause i know i am.

 

I feel alone

I feel so alone. I feel like everyone just hates me. I can barely hold a friendship for a few months before they get tired of me and just stop talking to me, it's weird, they wonder why I get so clingy to them, but they never realize this is why. Everytime I tell someone how alone I feel it's like it goes in one ear and out the other in a mili second. I don't know, we'll that's my thoughts for how this day, month, year, has went, what's yours?